Bib shorts are awesome! Bike time!
First forays into the world of juicing! Have to say i’m loving it! Going to do a couple of days on it as a detox!
apple, celery, root ginger, mint and lemon
Running and crying is not easy! This meant I had to stop crying and concentrate on running which was a good thing. Got to try out my new running capris and it was a beautiful day! Very English run what with the cherry blossom and union jacks around! Thankyou for Making me feel better running!
I weigh 145.7 lbs. which means at 5’10 my bmi is 20.9
I find this incredibly repulsive and disgusting and there’s this huge part of my brain telling me I’m an awful human being for once having been bmi 11, and having now practically doubled that.
Weight shouldn’t matter right? People tell me that? And yet all you read about is how to lose weight, and or how women are being shamed for their weight. I’m still a UK size 8 but I’ll never be a model again, Our society and (not to be a rampant feminist) the men who set the dictates give us such mixed messages from such a young age: we have to be intelligent and independent, (but not too independent or intelligent or we are dykes) we have to have successful careers and have children who we take to ever extracurricular under the sun, we have to be thin and in shape, we have to be porn stars in bed, but able to go for Sunday lunch with the in laws without the face fulls of cum from the night before. I’m constantly ashamed of everything in my life; the way I look, my body, my degree, my lack of stable boyfriend. And maybe it would be easier if we weren’t constantly bombarded with these impossible prerequisites for womanhood!
This is so difficult for people to understand. Everything we FEEL is valid… even if what we feel is different than what other’s are telling us. It doesn’t matter. It’s still important and I can never get that point across to people in the moment because I end up really upset and yelling and crying so all I can think of that helps is “my reality is different from yours”… if this is how I feel then that’s what’s real to me at the moment… not what someone else is telling me they see.
Fuck off you cunt! Positive enough for you?! Oh and I’m really really positive recently, that is until I get retarded comments like this.
Matty Healy (the 1975)
HE STOLE MY FUCKING QUOTE I SAID THIS 6 MONTHS AGO
Any of my London cycling/ tri/ running followers fancy a coffee near st pancras on Friday afternoon? :)